hall0s all came to blog le .. anyway don really have the feeling to blog now. but ... jus blog bah keep my blog updated. hmm .. these pass few days are damn torture man due to common tests. i am really damn not confident of every tests i have taken. seriously guess how much i scored for my english common test ? 9/25. wah damn @&^*&% man suck shit lah. i still say that english paper not really that hard can do quite well and this is the kind of result i get. although im used to failing english but .. i dono whyy especially when i get my english test result this time , i don really have the heck care attitude. instead i like feel like crying i dono why. i can feel that my eyes are watery at sometimes jus that i controlled it. i dono whyy. and i acted like nothing happen and say i don care about english common but i actually cares alot. anyway all the tests all over alr. i got nothing to say because no matter what i gonna say now its not gonna help.anyway the guides camp over liao ! gonna talk abt it. if you all don feel sian reading my post dhen read bah. guides camp is from 13 to 15 march. so on that day 13th which was a friday , me and vereen went home to bath and take our stuff for camp dhen come back to scl. i took taxi to scl sia ! because i don wanna take bus and mrt to scl with that big bag of mine lols.anyway we slept at the same room as last guides camp bah. fall in , move the tables and chairs out as usual for guides camp. All my sweets , hp and wallet were supposed to be given to SHIKIN or shermin. hmm let me think wad we did on the first day. it was quite slack on the first day huh. cant really remember leh. but i definitely will remember the night hike. oh ya forget to mention , it was a combined ug camp - npcc , ncc , st john and guides. we were divided into groups and grouped with other ug too. The night hike was quite fun but not really that interesting maybe its because i do not noe where am i walking so its like walking aimlessly.anyway we played games along the way. we walked to newater there sia ps if i spelled wrongly. it was like maybe 4 hrs plus night hike not really 5 hrs as they said. the first night was quite tiring for me because along the way i was sneezing , do not noe if it was flu or not. after that we went to bath and went to sleep liao. weishan did not stay overnight for the camp because of her back ): and kaiwen did not come for the first day because she cannot endure the 5 hrs night hike. sadded. I slept immediately and 'fell dead' ! the next day wake up at 5 plus it was like shit man because of the pt kns , still thot it will be quite okay but who knows it will be unbearable and turns out to be a torture ESP THE BUDDHA CLAP KNS HANDS' CRACKING INTO PIECES !In the afternoon the sec ones played games and all their cheers are very nice , really :D but who knows hibicus patrol will turn out to be last. hais .. and my patrol change to hibiscus liao not jasmine anymore le. and i dono why the hell i cry when i noe that hisbicus patrol turns out last. this is really not that important. i really dono why .. is it because i felt that i had done enough but it didnt turn out as what i want ? im really scared that the sec ones will be so disappointed when they knew that they were last. so we decided not to tell them but at nite .. everything was revealed i do not know abt your guys feelings but im really sad. i hope you guys are trying your best .. i noe im at no positiom to say this because im not your pl or ps or something. im just a member of hibiscus patrol. I hope for the rest of the years im with you guys , you guys will slowly open up to me can ? I talked yo you guys but nobody respond its like did you guys heard me at all. I tried to be funny but .. at least you guys respond a bit :) im happy enough. thanks you guys for some parts of my camp enjoyable. i love you guys okays !after that its outdoor cooking. the rain destroyed everything but at least we still got our food to eat , its still damn nice alright. and for the campfire and our campfire performances it was good :) i really love it thanks all for it. and the last day we went home liao. i missed the camp , this is the best camp ever though the outdoor cooking .. but the food was nice :D
thanks all for your concern especially my parents and you :D thanks for caring so much about me. LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS <33 