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Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 7:17 PM Y

WOAHH !! '

HALLOS EVERYBODY ! Dono how long never blog liao. Anyway just pasted some cute letters on my keypad. Looks so brand new man. Damn cool. Anyway school has been okay, and im dreading for tuesday because there's fandn. Somemore this week is the fnadn practical exam. AHH im so gonna die on tuesday. Hope i don cook rubbish and the fandn room wun turn chaoda LOL. NVM just being random -.-

YEAH ! Went for dragon boating on friday. It was damn fun okays. At first I was quite worried because I never tried it before. And im worried that the boat will capsize and you all will say bye to me liao ! Anyway my worries were extra .. At first we were like cheering all that. I was saying if we went last i will laugh. Anyway we really went last but I wasnt really sad about that. Instead kinda happy because the first experience rowing a boat or rather dragon boating was DAMN FUN. Im not lying. The hands were really tiring but it was a good experience. If we got into the finals we can get to row twice.

Unfortunately we didnt get in .. There's goes our second chance. Anyway alot of us had our first time on dragon boating ! I really wanna the second chance even if it was just for fun. I hope there is such outings HAHA. Im so into it. It's like the most coolest thing I had ever done man. After that we were released early because we didnt get into the finals. We can choose to go back school or home. Of course last decision made is HOME. Anyway vereen , yanin , xinying and me went to mac to eat before going home. LUCKY WE WENT TO MAC AND EAT BEFORE GOING HOME.

BECAUSE AFTER THAT , we were told to go back school no matter wad. DUMB ! Anyway it was so DAMN IT. Guides was fun ! First we had photo taking. First time we had so many people in guides LOLS. Anyway im standing man ! so shuang ! This is the last meeting for the seniors so .. .. .. it was kinda sad. We were playing around at the end of the meeting anyway. Pouring water at each other -.- anyway im so gonna miss my seniors. Guides wasnt a bad cca !

Anyway don think guides cannot or are not capable of doing that okays ! MUAHAHA think i'll end here. Cya !

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Sunday, March 29, 2009 ' 3:53 PM Y

sorry so long never blog le .. dont really feel updating my blog .. anw .. since after the march holidays .. kinda busy huh .. i don really know wad to update but just don wanna left my blog dying. anyway really am slacking .. trying so hard to study but in the end just failed to do it. I dono wad the hell is with me .. ever since sec 3 life started .. my results is like dropping like shit ): and ever since sec 3 life started so many things just .. you know .. changed .. I dono why. I no longer felt the .. urge .. to .. forget it .. I dono how to say it .. I really hope we can be like last time .. but i know we will never be like that again ):

anyway .. babyy im really okay , im really sorry to make you worry about me now and then. thanks alot babyy !

I dono why .. WHY MUST YOU TAKE MY DEAREST ONES AWAY FROM ME ? You just take it away from me. I know i will never see you again .. Why must you leave me ? I really don wanna you to go .. but you just left .. One has already left me .. I don wan the other one to leave me ! I cant take and wun be able to take it .. I hope time can go back and nothing has ever happened .. I may emo in scl the next few days , so sorry if i ignore you guys or wadever .. but i'll try not to .. byes ~

anyway went to vereen blog just now .. got quiz wor just do lor , if not my post very short nehs ..

1. Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

Cheeks lor ..

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

Why cant I slp longer !?

3. Who was the last person who you took photo with?

hmm .. with vereen , yanin , angelina and kaiwen i think ..

4. Would you consider to be spoiled?

Not really bah.

5. Would you ever donate blood?

EYER. not that I don wan , im scared of the super duper damn pain ..

6. Have you have a good friend of an opposite sex?

Yeah should be have bah.

7. Do you want someone dead?

I want myself to be deadd man ! Jkjk !

8. What does your last text msg say?

LOL. My dog just poo-ed !

9. What are you thinking of right now?

Thinking of wadim thinking now cause i seriously dono what im thinking now ! confused ?

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?

Yes lor !

11. When did you go to sleep last night?

Around 3 plus I guess ..

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing now?

I dono someone bought it for me ..

13. Is someone in your mind right now?

Yupp ><

14. Who was the last person who texted you?

Vin ..

15. People tagged to do this quiz? / Or name some people.

1. Vereen

2. Jiayi

3. Yanin

4. Wanting

5. Hilmi

6. Melvin

7. Weishan

8. Wanying

9. Kaiwen

10. Vin

16. Who is 2 having a relationship with? ( Jiayi )

No one I guessed.

17. Is 3 female or male? ( Yanin )

No lah she don haf sex one lah .. Papaya neutral mah ! lol female lah duh -.-

18. If 7 and 10 gets together will it be a good thing? ( Weishan , Vin )

Will never happen for now bah ? lols ..

19. What is number 1 studying about? ( Vereen )

Lol ! studying wad a baby should :D lol jkjk ..

20. Is number 4 single? ( Wanting )

LOL yeah ..

21. Say something about number 5. ( hilmi)

HAIS. shouldnt put hilmi as number 5 -.- english pro lah hor and has a creaky laughter.

22. What do you think about number 3 and 6 together? ( Yanin , Melvin )

HMM ! HMM ! don nid think liao lah can already see liao LOL.

23. Describe no. 9 ( Kaiwen )

LOL. so cute :D like forever zhang bu da LOL.

24. What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight? ( Melvin , Weishan )

LOL. Weishan lose for sure ! But they will never fight lols.

25. Do you like number 8 ?

lols duh :D

0kays. Hope my post is longer for now. Byes ~

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ' 10:52 PM Y

MUAHAHAHA !! '

hall0s all came to blog le .. anyway don really have the feeling to blog now. but ... jus blog bah keep my blog updated. hmm .. these pass few days are damn torture man due to common tests. i am really damn not confident of every tests i have taken. seriously guess how much i scored for my english common test ? 9/25. wah damn @&^*&% man suck shit lah. i still say that english paper not really that hard can do quite well and this is the kind of result i get. although im used to failing english but .. i dono whyy especially when i get my english test result this time , i don really have the heck care attitude. instead i like feel like crying i dono why. i can feel that my eyes are watery at sometimes jus that i controlled it. i dono whyy. and i acted like nothing happen and say i don care about english common but i actually cares alot. anyway all the tests all over alr. i got nothing to say because no matter what i gonna say now its not gonna help.

anyway the guides camp over liao ! gonna talk abt it. if you all don feel sian reading my post dhen read bah. guides camp is from 13 to 15 march. so on that day 13th which was a friday , me and vereen went home to bath and take our stuff for camp dhen come back to scl. i took taxi to scl sia ! because i don wanna take bus and mrt to scl with that big bag of mine lols.

anyway we slept at the same room as last guides camp bah. fall in , move the tables and chairs out as usual for guides camp. All my sweets , hp and wallet were supposed to be given to SHIKIN or shermin. hmm let me think wad we did on the first day. it was quite slack on the first day huh. cant really remember leh. but i definitely will remember the night hike. oh ya forget to mention , it was a combined ug camp - npcc , ncc , st john and guides. we were divided into groups and grouped with other ug too. The night hike was quite fun but not really that interesting maybe its because i do not noe where am i walking so its like walking aimlessly.

anyway we played games along the way. we walked to newater there sia ps if i spelled wrongly. it was like maybe 4 hrs plus night hike not really 5 hrs as they said. the first night was quite tiring for me because along the way i was sneezing , do not noe if it was flu or not. after that we went to bath and went to sleep liao. weishan did not stay overnight for the camp because of her back ): and kaiwen did not come for the first day because she cannot endure the 5 hrs night hike. sadded. I slept immediately and 'fell dead' ! the next day wake up at 5 plus it was like shit man because of the pt kns , still thot it will be quite okay but who knows it will be unbearable and turns out to be a torture ESP THE BUDDHA CLAP KNS HANDS' CRACKING INTO PIECES !

In the afternoon the sec ones played games and all their cheers are very nice , really :D but who knows hibicus patrol will turn out to be last. hais .. and my patrol change to hibiscus liao not jasmine anymore le. and i dono why the hell i cry when i noe that hisbicus patrol turns out last. this is really not that important. i really dono why .. is it because i felt that i had done enough but it didnt turn out as what i want ? im really scared that the sec ones will be so disappointed when they knew that they were last. so we decided not to tell them but at nite .. everything was revealed i do not know abt your guys feelings but im really sad. i hope you guys are trying your best .. i noe im at no positiom to say this because im not your pl or ps or something. im just a member of hibiscus patrol. I hope for the rest of the years im with you guys , you guys will slowly open up to me can ? I talked yo you guys but nobody respond its like did you guys heard me at all. I tried to be funny but .. at least you guys respond a bit :) im happy enough. thanks you guys for some parts of my camp enjoyable. i love you guys okays !

after that its outdoor cooking. the rain destroyed everything but at least we still got our food to eat , its still damn nice alright. and for the campfire and our campfire performances it was good :) i really love it thanks all for it. and the last day we went home liao. i missed the camp , this is the best camp ever though the outdoor cooking .. but the food was nice :D

thanks all for your concern especially my parents and you :D thanks for caring so much about me. LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS <33

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Sunday, February 22, 2009 ' 4:06 PM Y

DULAN AR ! '

heheh lai blog le ps so long never blog ar ! don feel like blogging lols. anyway recently trying to cope with my studies. didnt really do that well in some tests and i get 3.5/10 for amaths test ==" alpha and beta making me headache sia so hard de the problem solving one. the rest still hai hao and tml got emaths retest on indices because nearly all the class failed hais. indices infront so easy the behind like O_Oll !

anyway ytd had the thinking day thing at kallang indoor stadium. reached there after 12 30 lols. and it was as usual bah. BUT THIS YEAR WAS SPECIAL. this year bv guides got two awards sia once in 30 years man ! so shuang man though we didnt cheer very loud. anyway got win award alr very good liao :D later go home that time , kaiwen , weishan and me was damn hungry .. the moment we saw old chang kee quickly go in and bought some food. mrs pang was like saying i was thinking to go infront of you guys and go in first LOL.

after that i waited at the bus stop with kaiwen .. ytd the bus came so fast unike last year we waited for so damn long dhen the bus came. anyway had a fun time ytd dhen today chiong hmwk and now im here blogging :D will try to keep my blog updated often bah. anyway common test coming liao guess i wont be using com much so if never update my blog next week don blame me ar !

and i wanna say this to one person out there.

don think you very pro , don think your cadets are better dhen us , don think your unit every year win gold dhen can anyhow gen wo men fang hua okay. you think our cookies not nice is your problem okays. you said that people buy our cookies is because our tin very nice and colouful but not because the cookies is delicious and nice , i think you need to make an appointment with the doctor to check your taste buds because your taste buds obviously suck like shit. you can ask 10 people and ask them whether our cookies is nice anot i bet 7 or 8 out of 10 will say that our cookies is nice , i swear. and the money that we got from selling the cookies all goes to charity okays. we never keep the money to ourself.

and for the ug combined camp , you think our night hike like shit only go walk walk for fun dhen don join us dhen don have ug combined camp lah. everything must listen to you , you think your unit very good har. every unit learn different thing right. as you said its a combined ug camp so every unit de representative should have a chance to voice out their opinions on the ug combined camp if you expect us to listen to you EVERYTHING ABT THE UG COMBINED CAMP dhen is it counted as combined at all ?

don think you can take charge of everything okay you are not that big. i admit that your cadets are well trained and are highly ranked in school , i noe you look down on us .. but you as a teacher shouldnt you noe wad is keep your comments to yourself ? your rank is high in school but your behaviour is totally shit.

you think your eyes very big dhen i will scared of you ar ! i poke your eyes i see how you see ar ! total shit teacher. though guides night hike no objective only go for walk walk but we like leh , who are you to care abt us unless you are a girl and in charge of guides. if you are not pls shut that shit mouth of yours. and after you said abt our cookies and night hike , people shoot you a while dhen you left liao. next time dono how kp don at there kpkb. pointless man i tell you shit teacher.

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Friday, January 23, 2009 ' 3:31 PM Y

YOYOYO here to blog again liao. hmm chinese new year is coming , wish you guys chinese new year bah :D okays this week has been kinda busy for me. homework is really pissing me off lor esp amaths and emaths who can tutor me lah ?! okay talk abt thursday first bah. our class discussed the party that we had every year. emaths homework is hard lor to me. spend kinda long time. dhen after scl nid go com lab 1 only for those who did not get full marks for the maths test. she say after scl go com lab 1 wait for her de. dhen we at thr wait for damn long aso bo tch come lor. hilmi and hongjun at first go de. feiting go liao. only left me one girl over thr wait siol.

later tch come le , hilmi and hongjun oso come back. at first hilmi say can go hm liao but tch tell us go inside the com lab siol. she say she forget that she's meeting us here seh. anyway i noe wad's my problem liao. dhen she tell me not even 30 sec dhen i go le. dhen i wait for around 30mins for her. baichi lor =="

dhen later go canteen find vereen they all. help them do banner mah. go eat first dhen do banner. andand wanting baichi lah she left her own wallet on the canteen table. lucky we saw that and gave her siol if not she comfirm at there kp de lor .. anyway yanin went home first cos she nid to go visit her ahh ma in the hospital. ke lian ahh. hope her ahh ma recover soon.

okays so after that went to do the banner at 2e3 ` 09 classroom. it was quite okay bah finished it quite fast. after that packed up and we left. the banner was finally done :D

FRIDAY

okays reach scl kinda late and when i reached the bus stop angelina and wanting was waiting for me , angelina cant go classroom put her bag cos scl was starting liao ps har. during class we had english for first period. we did show and tell for 4 or 5 ppl i think. not bad har show and tell. got one china guy zhou xiang did show and tell abt his country china. he talked abt damn loads of things and he behaved like a teacher. his show and tell was damn funny lor everybody was laughing like hell siol .. really enjoyed his show and tell presentation. and he got 15/16 for it. GOOD JOB MAN !

after that is emaths , and after that is the class party. our class had 10 pizza in total ?! cos buy 1 get one free lol. buy 5 get 5 free siol. hilmi was damn greedy lols ate 4 pieces and he took away one big bottle of the drink LOL. anyway when there's a lot of food so many ppl come my class lols but when the food are finished everybody all go liao and my class like so little ppl. but wanting and me go find vereen and jolly dhen all go find jiayi and yanin they all at 3e1.

after the party we went to the hall for the new year celebration. me and wanting " hun " into 3e2 which is vereen class and dhen i " hun " into 3e1 which is jiayi class lols. got the lion dance performance. eyer damn scary leh when it get near you i almost cry TT the eyes are like staring at you. everybody was throwing the orange skin after it ==" and i tio hit.

later is the BV singing competition so called BV superstar. they gave comments like the campus supestar judges siol ! some were quite funny. and dhen got this girl contestant she throw some ang paos at us inside is chocolate i think. and they started throwing chocolate and the wrapper around and i tio oso =="

got tis guy contestant he sang a song , the ending was like OOOOHHHHH YEAAAA .. and the whole scl started singing this sentence after him. damn funny lah. this year new year celebration was kinda little but kinda fun bah.

and wanna wish everyone an ADVANCED CHINESE NEW YEAR ` 09 ! cos im going to malaysia to celebrate it as my parents are from malaysia. scared sms jam lols. BUHBYES ~

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Sunday, January 18, 2009 ' 4:43 PM Y

HOHOHO psps so long never blog siol .. these few days hor busy doing hmwk and stuff .. okays let's review wad i do these few days bah. attended the mind champs workshop. it was really fun :D the trainers are all so nice , they rocks man ! they all are so hyper , interesting and open minded. the OMG teacher is real cute ! hahas .. i think this is the first workshop i enjoyed so much bah. it only lasted for two days and after that we have to go back to studying again .. some of the lessons are real fun but some are really boring. having some problems in maths recently but managed to solve them.

and for guides .. guides on last friday was quite relaxing. at first did footdrill , damn long never do footdrill le hope i don suck in it D: and after that vereen and angelina went to do their banner stuff. the rest went to discuss wad are we gonna do when the sec 1 come. we planned games , sing a long and so on. after guides ended went to help vereen and angelina do their banner. they sketched it out on the banner thanks to angie the ART student lol. so yanin helped them to outline in marker. it was nice really :D kaiwen voiced out her opinions or suggestions to help make the banner nicer cos we are gonna send it for competition.

they try out her suggestions by using twines to outline a part of the banner. okays at first it was really hard but we managed to do part of it. and they decided to continue another day cos it was getting late. xinying they all the banner aso haven finish yet lols. anyway got 20 sec 1 joining guides siol damn happy leh ! BV GIRL GUIDES HUAT AHH !

i didnt really mean to ignore euu
was busy these few days
jus wan t0 let euu noe that
i miss you as much as you miss me
l0ve you l0ads <33
and i hope we don talk about past stuff anymore okays ?
those stuff have already ended and now its only me and you.
i noe everytime you feel like telling me how you feels
but always end up dee siao-ing me
i dono why
maybe you jus don wan me to feel upset
i noe you cares about me
and don wanna quarrel with me
i noe you don feel good when the somebody jus ... or wad ..
i can see that.
i don wanna see you like that , REALLY
i promise i will meet up with you soon ..
cos i really wanna see you too.
LOVE YOU YY ` babyy here

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Sunday, January 11, 2009 ' 3:28 PM Y

hey come and update le. will try to keep my blog updated kays. wanna talk abt friday and saturday. scl was kinda okay on friday getting used to it le lols. found out that some teachers are real good :D and finding mr chu better and better maybe he wasnt that bad as i think , think i was kinda prejudiced << (ps if i spell it wrongly) against him somehow. loving amaths more and more day by day but dhen amaths is kinda hard to me , think i must spend more time on it :D and my chemistry teacher , used to think that she talked alot of rubbish but dhen now i realised that she's kinda cute :D well ms nurul is really great , the way she teached , she really understand us alot. the rest of the teachers are great too.

okays after scl i got guides but we did nothing much actually merely discussed the 5g stuff on saturday which was yesterday. vereen and angelina are in charge of the banners stuff for some competition. queenie and weishan were the " problematic " ones lol. weishan got tution in the morning so she can only come around noon whereas queenie got tution in the noon so she can only come in the morning. anyway problem settled. as for those who dono wad is the 5g thing it actually stand for girl guides garner granny generation. we will be learning alot of things from the 5g thing and after we attended the whole of the 5g thing we can get 6 badges :D imagine 6 badges on your guides shirt so shuang sia. after discussing the 5g thing , we sang songs , played some games and sang taps , dhen we went hm le.

as for yesterday i woke up at 6.45am cos the 5g thing start from 9 to 5 << (mrs pang say one). meeting yanin at kallang mrt there at 7.45am but im a bit later so yanin came up the mrt that i was on. but thr are too many ppl on the mrt so i cant really see where yanin was. but after we alight at the city hall interchange station i saw yanin. we alighted thr cos we nid to change mrt to go to bishan. when we reached thr , we went to mac to eat our breakfast as there was still some time left before the 5g thing start. when we reached the hq , we saw kaiwen and went in tgt. queenie helped us to pay for it so we went to the so called hall and sat down.

later the guider started talking , an intro luh. she said that it will end at around 12.30pm yestersday cos we are not going to do alot of things. wahseh shuang lor. later we were separated into groups with other schools. yanin , queenie , kaiwen and me were totally separated. but we were prepared for this alr. i came into a totally stranger group but dhen we started talking and made friends :D my group was damn nice lah had loads of fun tgt ytd man. we exchanged for emails and so on. after that the guider teached us to do 2 knots followed by break and dhen each group had to choose and sing one action song. though our group didnt win but we had loads of fun lols. of course we sang taps and left. but weishan missed out everything cos when she came we were alr gonna leave.

anyway went to eat lunch at kfc with kaiwen , weishan and yanin. when we were about to go into junction 8 we saw something damn scary lah ! we ran all the way to the escalator siol ! okays went to shop for yanin present. wahseh damn long nv go shopping for so long le. we wanted to buy clothes for yanin but ended up buying a skirt. we went to the op shop at first bah and we spend damn lots of time thr. everytime yanin changed the clothes alr we all go inside the "cubicle" and lock the door. we talked for damn lots of time inside everytime. i think the shop owner got kinda pissed off at us. dhen went to 77th street and lots of places. after buying the skirt as yanin present , yanin they all went to buy some workbook for their science lesson.

after that kaiwen got to go le so weishan , yanin and me went to fairprice and bought some sweets before we left. went to take mrt home. reached home at around 6.40 i think. have loads of fun ytd man. okays think i will end here bah byes :D

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